revolution

"Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!"

realize this year will end soon

and when we welcomed new year that means my age increase each year

and this year i will jump to sixteenth (y)

i just realize i'm not child anymore, i have to take any decision of my self

i want but i just not ready yet to take any risk of anythings that i did.

aku inget waktu aku sering dinyanyiin lagu sebelum tidur ataupun sekedar minta bacain cerita dongeng sama ayah bundaku dan yang membuat aku kesal dan sedih waktu i don't have any story to tell by them or the story of my fairytale books is end dan cara yang dilakuin sama ayah atau bunda aku sama " they made their own story, kadang tokohnya diubah - ubah sesuai pinta aku dan aku inget dalam cerita bikinan ayah aku selalu jadi putri. that makes me much better :)
i do like everythings about my past.
and now....
i don't know when it starts, waktu aku sudah mulai rajin menyisir rambutku whereever and whenever i need to do it, when i always take care of my outer style, when i spend 1 hour to take a bath and clean myself. when i start to use perfume and when i collect my pocketmoney just for buying any pulse just for sending and reply someone's messages and when i start to invite or just welcomed someone to my housedoor.

I LOVED EVERYTHINGS ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD'S STORY AND EITHER THIS TIME'S STORIES
#i just hope the revolution of my self not deviated from the right way and i can get my happy ending in my real life not just in the storybook that always read by my parents for me