i'm waiting and still waiting :')

:(

just give me the second chance :(

nightmare

this is the worst nightmare i ever had

i just feel really need someone to talk with right now :(

well, i do realize i'm the one who decided this matter right on this way

but, i don't really know am i feel regret of what i've been decided?

this time my heart still dreams about you and it's always been you :(

if you beg on me on that night, beg to make me stay on your side, i swear i'm gonna make it

but, look at the fact you didn't.

i feel for letting me go is what you looking forward since old days

if you said you're gonna prove that you still love me. i'm gonna stay on your side

if you said that you want to be better and keep trying to be what i want, i'm gonna encourage you to be better

well, it's done!

this stories ended and i'm not so sure that we're gonna back on our way and be as one

i just wanna say thanks like what you've told me

i'm sorry that i'm not patient enough to keep waiting for you to change

you should know, i have waiting for the changes in 2 months ago but, there're nothing happened

it's just like you! and i never bring you to be better :(

silahkan baca

saya tidak akan pernah mengkritik lagi karena, anda bukan org yang mudah untuk menerima

anda tahu? saya melakukan itu semua dengan harapan akan ada anda yang baru yang bisa membuat semua lebih dari sekarang. tapi kekerasan kepala anda membuat saya lebih dari elah!

:'

hello :'

there're no words to describe what i'm feelin' right now

i should knew this since old days that people changes and it's sure

i should knew that you are not mature yet to understand me, to know the feelings that you've to feel when you were me

chill out, it's time for you not mine

i have my own opinion to stands

and as girls, we have our own feelin' that you won't feel the same way

you just need to open your mind and look at me to know what i meant

i'm not asking you to be others who can stay with me as long as i want

but please, understand.........

it's hard for me to see another couple who can stay together and see each others everyday

but you, i just asked you to sent me a message to tell me that you're home and make me feel appreciated but looks like it was some hard things to do for you

thanks, you should know that i'm hurt

hello~

lama nggk posting di sini

gkpplah gk ada pembaca setia ya kyk dlu haha

gkpplah sudah nasibski ~

kok jadi curcol ini ._.

cuss ke topik ya

pernah gk sewaktu waktu kamu yang 'sangat membeci menunggu' rela untuk menunggu

kamu yang sebisanya selalu menang dlm prdebatan, namun sekarang ikhlas mengalah demi seseorang

kamu sekarang menjadi seseorang yang rela untuk tidak membalas pesan dr org lain karena, ada dia di dalam bayanganmu

kamu yang sekarang merasa bersalah ketika kamu memimpikan orang yang salah

kamu yang rindu untuk menjadi seseorang yang egois yang sekarang mencoba untuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih dewasa

kamu menjadi seseorang yang merelakan waktumu untuk membuat 'sesuatu' yang bisa membuatnya semakin sayang padamu

lebih dari itu......

jauh lebih dari itu...........

dan sekarang kamu yang sedang bertanya "apakah orang itu melihat dan merasa akan semua hal yang telah kamu perbuat?"

i think i

When I first saw you
I knew that I'd never forget
This moment in time
Justa smile and you took away my heart
I never knew that my life would change
I never knew that I'd feel this way
Baby, believed me I'm right
Won't try to fight
This feelings inside I can't hide

I think I love You
This I am sure
Coz I miss you
Each time that you go

The things in my heart
The things that i say
are things that are true all the way

I've fallen for you
I'll never let go
Coz I need you
You're the light in my sorrow
THe things in my heart
The things that i say
are things that are true all the way
I love you

The days passed, I woke up
my heart, shot by an arrow
I go on my way
The sun shining everyday
Like, there's no tomorrow

I promise with you I will stay
If you tell me you'd be with me too
say yah do
we're meant for each other
I always believe that we do
the way my world brightens
whenever you're with me I know...

i know there is someone stalk on me !

how to spell lucky?

how to spell LUCKY?

is it the way you told somebody if you are born in a lucky way?

or when you get everything you want?

and success to make another people staring at you?

ketika kamu melintas di jalan, dengan kagumnya orang orang melihat ke arah kamu

atau ketika kamu memenangkan something that turn your world upside and downside?

that change your whole world in one eyelash?

well, apapun yang ada di otak kamu tentang ' keberuntungan'

the important one is, I know I'm a lucky one ♡

i do feel i was lucky to born in this place where I can got love everyday and bring my smile when i woke up.

and i have my future's plan to be something that raise many people's smile

i feel lucky when i got something what we called ' attention ' and i realized that i'm not alone

when i can found everybody care to me

and the most is I have you right here on my side ♡

Be thankful for everything that you got yesterday and today, and make up your mind for the better future.

and now guys, find your way to be a lucky one, to feel that you're meaningful because you are awesome and everybody do !

I'm Nanda and I'm lucky

dear god

dear God,
Thanks for all of the stuffs that has given to me. for the chances that i took to standing here to feel something amazing. to feel happy and discover many things about being someone good and better as the time passed by.
I know to be better is a process and have many risk to walk in. i just think about being success in my own way, success for today, tomorrow, the next days, and my future.
Success in brings bright smiles for people around me, success to know to be thankful, success in my ambition, success to feel free and fly away as a Dandelion and find my right place. to sing a lot and brings my joy, to plays my instrument and make the whole world smiling at me. to make them happy when i am around and to make me meaningful for them, people who stands around me.
God, please am i on my right way? am i gonna be people who i wanna be? and am i on my way to be sun that shines while in the darkness?
God, please brings me in a right way, that makes me become a Dandelion seed that would find the best place for my self. God, please hold me in every breath that i took. amin

You don't need to be happy to be a thankful people, all you need is become a thankful person start from now on and happiness would come in ♥

15th August 2011, with Love
Nanda,
get away cause i am on my way dude!

yunski

IT'S ABOUT NOW

MYMP - tell me where it hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
Give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

(Instrumental)

Oh I'm gonna take it all away, baby

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Tell me, baby
Tell me, oh yea
Is there anything I can do, baby
Just tell me where it hurts now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

it's about future

hell-o guys :) how was your day? it such a happy feeling to have something to share with you readers :)
well, right now i'm a 3rd grader, and it means i'm going to university soon and it is a REALLY BIG DEAL! it's about my future, about whom i wanna be, about the results of my struggle. and i said to my self i'm not gonna playing with my future !
pernah ga kebayang, kalo cita cita yang kalian impikan dari dulu dulu, nasibnya bakal ditentuin sebentar lagi? pernah ga kebayang kalo kalian harus mengambil semua konsekuensi dan harus bertarung buat memperjuangkan suatu hal?
kalo prnah kebayang ya bagus, kalo nggak ya sabar aja, we're gonna face it SOON ! :s :')
rasa takut banget gimana kalo yang aku pingin dari kecil pupus di tengah jalan. gimana kalo aku harus nyerah and have to realize it's not my way.
i know, semua nya memang udah diatur yang Yang Di atas, tapi nggak ada salahnya kan memperjuangkan sesuatu? sekarang aku cuma bisa fight with all things that i have sama berdoa. kalo kata Sir Usman

" Buat apa galau galau masalah universitas, toh semuanya sudah di tentuin sama yang di atas yang penting sekarang berusaha sekuat tenaga, sekarang berdoalah sama Yang Di atas kalo itu memang jalan kita berilah kelancaran, kalo bukan ya mintalah agar diberi yang terbaik. percayalah apapun yang ditakdirkan buat kalian itu yang terbaik."

it's my quotation for today *nyegir lebar *
well it's all that i wanna share with you. thanks for coming and read . <3 muahhh :*

mine

well it such a happy feeling to stand right front my laptop to type some words
it's been a long time i didn't post any posting :p
it's late now. it's about 11.27 PM and i can't get my eyes close and my mind dreaming.
guess what! aku tau persisnya udh brp lama sm abng! it's been 3 months, 2 weeks, and 5 days brooooooo!!!
tapi akhir akhir ini ga ketemu, ada kali hmpir 1 bulan hiksss :'( *nangis jedutin jidat*
tapi bukan gara gara marahan or something bads. ayo ayoooo yang tau angkat kaki! iyaaa abang operasi mata cyinnnn :'(
matanya katarak terus dioperasi terus ga bisa ketemu terus cedih deh :'(
tapi aku ga boleh kesel grgr ga ketemu, i know the reasons why and i trust him one hundredddddddddddddddddddddddd percent !! i swear!
satu satunyaaa cara ya cuma on the phone :') tapi gpp denger suara lele udh cukup, kalo ujian predikat C++ lah :p
harus sabar orang sabar kan disayang pacar :p kalo aku sabar everything will be perfect at the end! i always believe that quotation ;;)
oh iyaa sekarang lagi bulan puasa dan aku sueneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeengggggggggg beudh puasa tahun ini lagi jalan sama abang :) HAPPY FASTING EVERYBODEHHHHHHHHH!
well it's enough, i try to sleep and dream right now omongan udh ngelantur kemana mana :s , jam 3 mw bangun sahur cyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! *what i'm post today, it's really meaningful :p*
thanks for reading nite everybodyyyyyyy muaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh :*

I hate it when you pretended like there's no me
I hate it when you didn't notice that i'm not okay
I hate it when i didn't speak much
I hate it when you pretended like everythings fine, beside that i'm hurted
I hate it when i was smile, but it was fake
I hate it when i talked to my self, try to deny the negative though
I hate it the way you stole and took away my heart
I hate it when there were no you, when i needed you the most
I hate it when you didn't realize, i'm waiting and i got myself never tired
I hate it when you made me jump then fall everytimes
I hate it why i should stand here to talked about you to my besties
I hate it when you wasted my time , but i felt it bring me happy
I hate it to see that there's another girl sat next to you and you meant nothing
I hate all stuff that i've mentioned, but
I hate it how much you made me crazy about you
I hate it when i can't angry to you and i talked to myself that i was wrong and you were right
But the most, I HATE HOW MUCH I NEED AND LOVE YOU <3

I'M NOT THE ONE WHO EASILY SHOW THAT I'M ANGRY

pity

do you ever feel like a plastic bags?
when you tried to stand up but, you didn't have any power to raised you up?
when you saw all things just busy with their own business and you were forgotten?
when you tried to smile and the fact was your heart never allowed?
when other people think you can, but you just cried and regret your weaknesses?
when you felt lonely but realized you were in crowded places?
when you felt meaningless but the fact, others love you?
when others gave you a feeling that demand your responsibility?
and that's how i feel

my APRIL

thanks for this month God, thanks for sent him for me to bring a bright smile, thanks for our complicated way. i never thought you'll be here by my side

God please, make our love way shine brightly ever after

and now my world is full with you YUNTA AMBARI SULAIMAN :*

i do love everything about you, the way you treat me to be yours and your way to make me smile in every breathe i take, every steps i go

i'll try to make you feel the same way as you did to me

whenever you are, wherever you are, our love way will be shine as the sunrise which brings happiness

MY YAS

for you my darldok :*

I Thought this would be the end of my life
When you told me you’re no longer in love with me
I thought the sun would never arise again
When you told me everything was over

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You made me feel like i was the only girl that you
Adore and gave me the sweetest kisses
You showed me how to love unselfishly
And eventhough there’s no love left for me
I just want to know that I’m missing you

Coz my world is full with you
Coz my world is full with you

And eventhough we’re not together once again
I found emptiness living without you
It feels so hard to let you go

Coz my world is full with you
Coz my world is full with you

ten 2 five - My World is Full With You

if loving you is the foolishness, i never want to be smart

who says- selena gomez

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

♥

YUNTA AMBARI SULAIMAN ♥

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i'm wishing you'll have a little brave than nowdays

i'm tired

you make me jump then falls :(

i fly then you drop me

thanks for make me smiled, laughed, then CRY

(♒˙⌣˙♒)

ikebanaaaa tugas jepang hr ini, tp cuman ad satu bungany kan udah layu, jd pake origaami tapi tetep caantik kan? haha

goodjob santriku syg :*

for you :(

i'm not angry, i just feel dissapointed !!

don't you ever realize?!

i try to ignore but, i got myself lying!

please understand me okay! if you were me you will feel the same way too, for a hundred times felt the same bad luck! is that hurt, hah?!

quote

saat seorang wanita bercerita kepadamu, dengarkanlah karena sesungguhnya yang mereka inginkan bukanlah saran ataupun masukan, tapi kamu yang mendengarkan dan mau larut ke dalam kesedihannya, yang membuat mereka merasa mendapatkan perhatian

source: rumah kayu-dee

hello, well i want to post some story that i got based on people around me guys

let me beginn yaaa

well pernah ga mikir tentang orang yang munafik mngkin bisa dikatakan teman yg munafik?

munafik itu ap sih arti sbenarny?

kalo mnurut sabda rasulullah, ciri org munafik itu ada 3 :

pertama, waktu dia berbicara dia bohong

kedua, sewaktu dia berjanji dia tidak menepati

ketiga, sewaktu dia diberikan kepercayaan dia berkhianat

nah that' s the charateristic, well let me continue

you have to talk to someone about someone bad attitude, don't you?

and waktu kamu bicara sama €org prtma dia bakal setuju sm pndapat kamu dan waktu orang pertama berbicara dengan orang ketiga dia bakal setuju juga, nah that's the point, when some do something like that people will think that person "munafik" well maybe that have the right side but don't you ever feel when you are in a conflict of u'r friend and you just want to be neutral, but you get yourself busted with something that you're not meant to be

to be contnue........

worries

i felt worry, don't you ever think !

just few of days i can going mad!

i just can calm down after you give me any information about ur condition

i don't know what's going on

am i fallin? am i going insane?

yes that's what i am scaring about, when i get fallin its hard for me to take away and its often hurt me at the end

now i just hoping, even, i don't know exactly what i'm hoping for

#wishmeluck (y)

todayy :(

I CAN'T FIND THE EXIT WAY FROM YOUR HEART